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Me and my new stem cells
Me and my new stem cells

I’ve Got My New Cells! 
Today I received my new stem cells.  I knew what the process would be like, but it was still fun to go through.  I was able to hold the bag of stem cells before they infused it.  It’s not every transplant where you get to hold what is going into you.  Bet Uncle Jim didn’t get to hold his new liver, now did ya?  Lindsey and my mom were in the room with me.  We also had a staff member from Church pray with us before the transfusion.  All in all it went well.

The Process
This pretty much followed the same process as when I received blood.  The lab brought up my bag of stem cells and they checked my armband to make sure they had the right person.  I then held them for a bit while the Tylenol and Benadryl they gave me took effect.  I take both of those because I’ve reacted to blood transfusions before.  They then hung the bag and hooked me up.  The cells transfuse via gravity instead of through the pump.  They watch the drips coming from the bag to make sure I’m getting the right rate.  I started out at 25 drips a minute and finished at around 50 drips a minute.  The whole process was around 90 minutes with my vitals taken a few times to make sure I wasn’t reacting.  After that I went for a walk on the unit and ate lunch.  Almost like nothing even happened.

Next Steps
Unfortunately next steps are probably feeling crappy and side effects.  When I was admitted, I was told mouth sores would probably show up around Day +2.  Today being the day I got my cells is Day 0.  I’m also still experiencing nausea.  Another expected side effect has reared it’s ugly head.  Let’s just say if you listen outside my bathroom door, it will sound like I’m peeing, even if it’s not coming out of Winky.  We expect my WBC to bottom out which puts me at risk for infection.  I may also get a neutropenic fever.  Basically 10 days or so of not much fun.

But What is Going On Inside of You?
Inside of me Dom’s cells are circulating through my blood and settling into my bone marrow.  Think of a nice empty lazyboy recliner that you see.  Looks like a good place to sit and stay awhile.  That’s what the stem cells are doing.  Getting all cozy in my  marrow.  Once they are all cozy and engraft, they will start producing new blood cells.  I’ll save you from any LazyBoy analogies on that one.  But suffice to say, as they produce new blood cells, we should start to see those cells in my blood stream.  That’s the sign that the transplant worked and we are on the right track.  The tricky thing is we monitor this through a daily blood draw.  Don’t see any cells today?  Wait 24 hours for the next blood draw.  So it can be a long waiting game.  I imagine I’ll just be laying here in bed a lot and running to the bathroom as well.  They put a nice pad under me in case I don’t make it to the bathroom, but hopefully it doesn’t come to that 🙂

And The Powerball Is:
Counts should start to get more interesting.  If my Hemoglobin drops to 7, I’ll get packed red blood cells.  If my platelets drop to 10, then I’ll get platelets infused.  The idea is to keep me alive until the new cells get busy in their LazyBoys.  I think that’s a good plan.

10/16/15 (Day 0): WBC 1, Hemoglobin 12.2, Platelet 90

A Duck Dynasty Prayer
Father God, thank you for this day.  Thank you for getting me here and getting me through it.  There is a long journey ahead, but it is a journey we take together.  Cancer is but one part of this journey. It’s a word I hope to not use again.  Now we move on to recovery.  To getting better.  To dealing with new side effects and challenges, but moving forward.  Thank you for helping me to move forward.  Thank you for another day.

Tomorrow is The Big Day

Radiation Turkey
Well I’m fully baked.  I had my last session of radiation this afternoon.  I’m still a bit amazed at the process.  For instance, today we had a bit of trouble getting my head to be the right distance from the machine.  As mentioned, after I’m laying on my side on the table, they arrange the table to be a set distance from the machine.  For minor adjustments they just move my feet or head.  Our goal was something like 360 cm for my head.  I was 359, so they moved my head a bit.  Then I was 362, so they moved it back.  Then I was finally 360 cm away.  But here’s the thing.  There is nothing holding my head in that 360 cm position.  A little cough or sneeze (which happened) and who knows if I’m still at 360 or perhaps I’m now at 363.  I take the words of the physicist to heart (a few centimeters won’t matter), but at the same time it’s just very interesting that we take time for an exact measurement that won’t be maintained.

Radiation- More Thoughts
Once I got used to the process, it wasn’t bad, but radiation has also been the loneliest part of my treatments.  Through out all of this, I’ve always had someone by my side.  Hands down that is usually Lindsey who has been my rock through all of this.  At the very least there is a nurse beside me for middle of the night chemo.  But for radiation, I’m in the room all alone.  The room is probably about the size of a 4 car garage.  Half of it taken up by the Trilogy Radiation machine.  When it’s time for radiation, every one leaves and a 1 foot thick door closes.  It’s just me.  All alone.  Kind of feels like a tomb.  It’s a good time to pray and I had music playing.  The machine makes a high pitched drilling like sound when it’s on, so you know when you’re getting zapped.  It takes a couple of 15 second breaks in between.  The treatment is around 10-11 minutes, or 3 songs.  I simply count the songs, sing along and pray.  I intently listen for the sound of the 1 foot thick door to open to know I’m done.  Thankfully I’m all done with the process.

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Day -2

This will be short as I don’t have my laptop to type on.  Fatigue and nausea continue to be the main side effects.  The doctors expect more side effects to develop sometime around day+2. I had my testicle radiation boost today. I’ll write more about that tomorrow to do it justice, but it was quite odd having three women arrange and tape my penis and testicles to prepare them. 

Tomorrow is my last day of radiation and then I get my new stem cells on Friday!  More on that tomorrow as well. Night all 😉