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Colts Ticket Auction Update

Some friends of ours are auctioning off their Colts tickets to benefit Lindsey and I.  The game is this Sunday.  We haven’t gotten any bids yet, but it’s not too late.  The Colts have graciously offered to upgrade the tickets.  They are now located in:

Section 337, Row 1, Seats 9-10
So get on your Facebook account and bid on those tickets.  You could be the first to bid and go to a great game for $1.  Or maybe you’ll have to outbid someone and you’ll get to go for $2.  Either way, if you just want to see a great game in great seats, use the link below to bid on the tickets.  Thanks!

Increased Visibility

With the blizzard upon us, it’s a bit harder to see outside, but I’m pleased to report things are becoming a bit more clear inside.

Snow Far, Snow Good
There aren’t many benefits to hospitalization but I’ve thought of one.  It’s impossible for me to get snowed in.  Bring on the 10 foot high drifts, because I’ll still be able to travel just as far as I can on any other day.  Sure the snow could impact the hospital operations, and thus impact me, but I’m defining getting snowed in as the inability to go somewhere you otherwise would have been able to go to, but can’t because of snow.  For me, I am only allowed to go to the doors that divide my unit from the rest of the hospital.  It can snow as much as it wants, and I’ll still be able to get to those doors.  So the the good news is, I can’t be snowed it, although I supposed technically speaking I’m Immunosuppressed in.  Oh well.
Prayers for Lindsey
Lindsey has been doing a great job keeping things up at home and spending a lot of time with me.  She’s been traveling back and forth between home and the hospital every day.  Sometimes multiple times a day.  Today she is at home and not feeling well at all. Thankfully we have friends at the house to watch the kids, but Lindsey is in bed with a fever and not feeling well.  Pray that she gets better.
Christmas with the Kids
It was a good Christmas yesterday.  The kids were able to come see me for part of the morning.  They weren’t quite sure about my isolation mask, but we were able to play and walk around the unit a bit.  I have to get my stamina back, as even a little bit of time was tiring.  Thankfully they were ready for naps as well, so we all returned to our respective beds for a bit of rest.
If I Miss Christmas at Home for a 3rd Time
Yesterday was the 2nd time in my life I haven’t been at home for Christmas.  If there is a 3rd time, I’d rather it be more like the first. In December of 1999 I set out to be a youth counselor aboard the Celebrity Cruise Line Ship Zenith.  I spent three weeks sailing the Caribbean and playing with kids.  I spent Christmas Day in Aruba, floating out in the ocean and enjoying the warm weather.  The hospital just doesn’t quite compare.
Ophthalmology Consult
I’m supposed to get an ophthalmology consult today.  I didn’t get one earlier because of Christmas.  My vision is still a bit blurry in my right eye, so they want to bring someone in to check it out.  I imagine some nice drops will clear things up.  This is really my only remaining issue.  My sore throat isn’t sore anymore, and I haven’t had a fever since Sunday.
And the Powerball is….
Well well well, them numbers are starting to go up.
WBC – 0.5
Hemoglobin – 7.6 (I did get blood yesterday)
Platelets  – 64
drum roll please…
ANC – 0.2
I guess my ANC actually came back yesterday or the day before.  They were just so used to not writing it down, that they didn’t write down the 0.1 result.  So now I’m up to 0.2, and will hopefully keep going up quickly.  A normal ANC is 1.5, but I could be discharged once it reaches 0.5.
Speaking of the “D” Word
This morning in rounds was the first time the doctor mentioned the word “discharge.”  He wasn’t making any promises, but thought that if my numbers keep going up it could be within a few days.  This of course doesn’t mean I’m cured, it just means I’m well enough to fight at home.  It’s not good timing with Lindsey sick, so pray that she feels better and I can be discharged straight to home without an intermediary stop somewhere.

‘Twas the Night Before Christmas

I’m all settled in for Christmas Eve.  Although I’d much rather be home with family, I can’t complain.  I am in a warm place, just ate a hot meal, and will sleep well tonight.  It’s all about perspective.

You Can Go to the Colts Game!
Two good friends of ours have graciously offered to auction off their Colts tickets for the Houston game.  This is the game where Coach Pagano will be back as coach and when (not if) the Colts win they will have prevented Houston from getting the #1 seed.  So if you want to bid on the tickets, and see a great game, use the link below.
https://www.facebook.com/events/226705474130802/

The Crappers Full
For those of you who have seen Christmas Vacation, you’ll know what the real quote is.  You know, the one where Eddie is emptying the contents of the crapper into the sewer.  Those contents are normally contained in a septic tank, and now I’ve tied the holidays, a great movie, and my latest issue all together.  I’m septic.
When I got my fever 2 days ago, they took blood cultures and urine cultures.  Sometimes the fever is just neutropenic and they don’t find anything in the culture.  In my case however I’m growing a nice little science experiment of some bacteria.  I didn’t quite catch what it was, but I think the doc said Staph A Pneumonia.  They started me on antibiotics with the fever, so those will continue.  That’s the nice part of being here is that they take everything seriously and hit it with some pretty heavy stuff.  So while it may have take a bit to get treatment if I was at home, they are hitting the bacteria with everything they’ve got.  You know, kinda like giving dilaudid for a sore throat.  Hem/Onc don’t mess around.
Oh Say Can You See
My right eye has had a painful tear duct for the past two days.  The doc thinks it is related to the infection and will clear up.  The problem is today I think some of the drainage is causing issue.  I see a spot in my right eye.  It basically looks like I’m seeing through dirty glasses.  There was talk of an ophthalmology consult, but right now they think the antibiotics will do the trick.
It Finally Happened
I’m not sure how long I can milk chemo brain for, but I think I can use it for awhile.  Throughout my stay I’ve been on and off the Alaris pump.  Right now I get hooked up a few times a day so I can get my antibiotics.  It’s nice when I’m not hooked up, because it means I can move about without dragging a pole around behind me.  Well this after noon I got up to use the bathroom and dutifully dragged my pole with me.  It wasn’t until I was done washing my hands that I realized I wasn’t hooked up to the pole at all.  I had just taken it with me out of habit but could have left it be.  Oops.
The Best Gift This Year
The best gift I could have received this year is you.  If you are reading this, you are going through it with me, and I appreciate more than you’ll ever know.  So thank you for you.  It’s the best gift I’ve ever gotten.
And the PowerBall is…
WBC – 0.3
Hemoglobin – 6.7 (I got blood today)
Platelets – 24 (2nd day they’ve gone up on their own)
ANC – It would take a Christmas Miracle
Of Throats and Fevers
I did have a fever again last night.  I don’t think it got quite as high as my last one, but I definitely woke up drenched in sweat this morning.  Right now my temp is pretty normal and I’m not feeling feverish.  Let’s hope that continues.  I’m also very happy to say my sore throat has been better today.  I’m still taking the dilaudid with meals and supplementing it with lidocaine, but overall it has been better than yesterday.  Praise God!
Signs of The End
I’m not allowed to shower because of my PICC line.  I”ve also learned that sponge baths are a misnomer, because I have seen nary a sponge around.  I do however “clean up” every other day with wash clothes, towels, and soap.  During that time I’ve noticed more and more body hair coming off, although you wouldn’t know it to look at my body.  Today however, we reached a milestone.  I pulled a clump of real hair on my head hair out of the drain.  It wasn’t that big, but I imagine this is a trend that will continue.  Guess we’ll have to update flatrob to also be bald.
A Duck Dynasty Prayer
Father God, thank you for the birth of your son.  Thank you for time with family.  Please be with everyone who is gathering in your name this Christmas.  Let us remember the true reason for this day.  Thank you for another day.  Amen.